school days start the melancholy also starts...
feels so... bored...
nothing interesting happene...
go school come back, homework, choir...

but then the tensions laready building up...
u know like...
wad if i fail... wad if i can't maintain a top 10 position in class?
i was planning on getting top 5 too!

and and... there's a very big mood swing going around...
last thursday got scolded become glum...
thursday, got prased having a 180 degrees turn
then friday gotcolded by choir seniors...

sinaz... its like sad,happy and sad again... sianz...
very tiring sia...
and here are lyrics to blue moon...
by nana mizuki

Hiding within the stars, my eyes are looking down
I’m just confused about what I can’t do
Even touching hands is awkward
But we’d like to laugh in our dreams

Beyond the melodic sounds in the night
My deep chest is stirring
Whispering to the growth of the Blue Moon

Although it’s layer is chasing me
You just always smile tenderly

A second grain of sand that glows in seconds
Don’t even forget a grain
The supplemention stopped when the moon disappeared
I’m defenseless in backing up

The deep scars remain
There’s proof that the cuts have held

Why do you have a fleeting Blue Moon
You’ve become loved
While it moves on in the same scene
It’s too sad of a story

Looking up at the Blue Moon
I think about you
My time has come to a stop

The wailing darkness of the Blue Moon doesn’t end
Swallowing up in depth
But I still love it
The sky will also be torn someday
But my feelings will last eternally...